Falling down a hole 7/29/17

Nothing seems to be working...
I feel like nothing is going the way I have planned.  Its really starting to get me down.  I want to move out of my parents place.  Its actually my brothers place.  We live in a mother-in-law basement,  and I have the smallest, darkest, and hot room.  I've felt basically like they don't want me here since I've moved in.  We found out that I could get on a wavier, that would pay for me to live at any assisted living.  I however have to live in long term care for 60 to 90 days.  But I can't get a doctor to write the order.  They all have excuses, even though I've explained that I need to do this to go where I really am needing to live and thats assisted living.  We found one that I want to live at called Provo assisted living, but I can't afford any assisted living with out the waver.  This place was beautiful.  They have lots of activities, and the rooms are amazing.  Most of the clientèle are younger like me.  And I can have my puppy there too.  I just don't know how else to get in there.  
The other bothers...
Living with family is hard to do.  My sister has been visiting and we actually have gotten along.  But there are so many kids here its become dangerous for me.  With them running all over, leaving thongs all over the floor.  I've almost fallen many times and have been basically thrown into things trying to get out of their way.   I love them all dearly, but its hard to handle them all at once.  It has been nice to see everyone though, but depressing because I haven't been able to join in the activities everyone has been doing.

The last thing....
I've worked really hard on this website.  I am really needing the comfort and companionship of a service animal, yet I haven't even had  a 5 dollar donation.  This is the only way I'm going to be able to get this puppy.  And I want a puppy, so it can be trained the way I need it to be.  I'm not sure if people think I'm trying to scam them but I assure you that's not what I'm doing.  I am really asking for help, to be able to get the one thing that will make my life better.  The one thing that will give me something else to focus on.  Well I can't make people do anything, but please help me get my service dog.  This is the one wish I have, and I need your help to accomplish it. 

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