Getting in trouble 7/26/17

Meeting with the pain doctor....
Well the last time I saw the pain doctor I was taken off my percet and put onto norco at less then I was taking.  I was in so much pain that I tried to talk to the doctor but "he couldn't help me till I'd completed the protocol" .  So I did the protocol as fast as I could, but it took me a week.  I hurt so much that I took more norcos then I was supposed to.  They were not happy with me.  I hadn't signed their agreement yet so they couldn't dismiss me, and I pointed out that I did everything I could to see him.  I also explained I usually never take more than prescribed or I wouldn't have been on them as long as I have.  My counts always come out, my drug tests are good, I do it all the way I'm supposed to except this one time.  He was upset, but said we'd start with a clean slate.  To top it all off I forgot my pills, so I had to take pictures of them to prove I still had them.  So I sent him the email as soon as I got home but of course his handwriting was terrible, and I sent the picture to some guy in the UK!  At least he was nice enough to write me back, and tell me I had the wrong person.  So I called and got the right email and got the picture sent.  In two weeks I meet with the actual doctor, and not the nurse practitioner.  I'm scared considering how I messed up.p

I had a electrical test done on my leg and feet to determine if I do have neuropathy in my feet.  This is the same test they do to see if you have carpal tunnel.  I could feel it but nit feel it ar the same time.  I could definitely feel it in my legs but not really in my feet.  I could feel a little something,  but not alot in my feet.  She then stuck needles in me and did the same thing.  At the end she told me what i already knew, that I had neuropathy in my feet..  Hmmm .....

I've been hiding in my room basically all week because my sister and her kids have come to visit.  She has 5  kids and then we have my one, plus my sister in laws 2 means total chaos.  I'm not physically or mentally able to handle.   I sure wish my shot would kick in better but it takes a while.  So I spend my time in my room alone, writing, watching reruns on tv, playing my dragonvale game, and sometimes reading on my kindle.  I'm getting pretty bored and lonely but have a hard time leaving my room.  This is when I wish I had my puppy.  She'd give me the ability to go into the world a little more, especially having to care for her needs, and then I also wouldn't be so lonely.

 

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